Sometimes I get an idea for a story from a picture.
Here the pictures that inspired today’s snippet.
They are from a lingerie catalog called Secrets in Lace. I love their lingerie and I particularly adore this model. She’s beautiful but human, and she has my “style” of body.
It takes real courage to wear those panties and let the world see her bottom pooking out like that, but that’s what makes it so real. I look like that in high-cut panties (well, if I mentally edit out the extra flab and cellulite).
But back to the story. The pictures reminded me of a boudoir photo shoot I did for Bill a couple of years ago… » Continue Reading
I love finding videos of ordinary couples having the kind of uninhibited raw sex that married people have when they’re in the privacy of their own bedrooms. In the real world of married life, sex is a lot less politically correct than it is in porn videos - even the “amateur” videos.
This video is an example from youporn.com (it’s free, like youtube). » Continue Reading
The white envelopes will be very different from the red envelope. Instead of a packet of permissions that my husband would know about in advance - instead of it being in his secret place - this would be in our safe deposit box …
… to be opened only after I’m gone. » Continue Reading
It doesn’t matter how much it hurts. If I’m not afraid, I don’t cry. » Continue Reading
This has to be one of my favorite sites on the web: Beautiful Agony.
I love this site! I love watching a woman’s face as she masturbates and brings herself closer and closer to an orgasm, then loses her self control for that brief moment - or sometimes an extended moment - of ecstasy.
And that’s what this is. Hundreds and hundreds of women masturbating (and a few being pleasured by others). There’s no plot, no staging, no “production values” and no porn-star acting - just real women doing what few people ever see. » Continue Reading
I’ve talked about Vicki before. She is the woman that Bill and I would have married, if triad marriages were legal. In theory, we could have created a marriage-like situation with her - but - it wouldn’t have been fair to her. » Continue Reading
I’m thinking seriously of putting together a “red envelope” for my husband. Inside it, I would enclose some hand-written letters - letters telling him how I feel about being dominated - letters giving him permission to do things to me - letters that he could use to prove that I had consented… » Continue Reading
Previously, I reviewed a site with real women wearing lingerie. So, the natural followup would be real women in swimsuits. Well here it is.
The site is Junonia.com. They actually sell more than just swimsuits, focusing on activewear. But the key is, real women with actual boobs, hips, and other soft feminine parts - not anorexic little girls. » Continue Reading
It happened again. I heard a little girl begging not to be spanked. I did nothing. » Continue Reading
Parts one and two of my “Hairbrush” series have been already up for more than a week. They’ve had lots of views and lots of good votes, but no comments - none. People are enjoying the stories, but no one is sending me emails telling me about their enjoyment.
It’s painful. I need to hear from my readers. I want that contact, to know how I’m affecting them. » Continue Reading
One of the things I need in a sexual fantasy is the sense of reality in the motivation. The setting can be unreal, the physical activity can be impossible but I need to believe in the “why” of the fantasy.
In fact, I need to resolve why each of the characters is doing what they are doing and to make sure I have “permission” for my actions before I can really get started with the fantasy. Sometimes, I spend a couple of hours laying in bed touching myself - while I ponder all of that - as a kind of foreplay. » Continue Reading
If you read my latest story, you may be wondering what the two hairbrushes look like. Well, here they are.
Yes, there really are two hairbrushes from the same company, (Fuller Brush Company a.k.a. Stanley Home Products) that my real-life husband and I grew up using and now have in our bathroom, side by side.
Together, they look like a bride and groom in appropriate black and white colors. One tall, dark and handsome; the other smaller, fair and feminine. They represent us as a metaphor - a matched set from the moment they were created, destined to be together. » Continue Reading
(See also, Hairbrushes - The Story) If you have long, thick Italian hair like mine, you need a good hairbrush - a sturdy one, with deep bristles and a nice ergonomic handle.
A wimpy brush won’t hold up. A dainty, short-bristled brush can’t handle the thick layers. You end up having to do little bits at a time, which takes forever.
And with the amount of time and effort required to keep bra-line-length hair under control, you want something that fits well in your hand and doesn’t make your fingers sore when you use it. » Continue Reading
I haven’t posted in a while, but I have a good reason excuse. My latest story has been extremely difficult to write and post. In fact, I’ve tried writing it several times over the past few years and haven’t been able to gather up the nerve to finish it.
In order to finally get it out there, I promised myself that I wouldn’t post anything else to my story site, blog or forum until I at least finished the first chapter. Well, I finally put chapter one up and now I am allowing myself to post to my blog again. » Continue Reading
Well, it took me a little bit longer to get this posted than I had anticipated, but here it is: A website full of women (not girls) in very pretty, very sexy lingerie. Best of all, most of it is available in my size (18-20).
The website is Secrets in Lace. They sell very high-quality, high-end bras, panties, stockings, garter belts, thongs, slips, camisoles - you get the idea. » Continue Reading
I’m going to start posting some “reviews” of web sites that I find interesting. I enclosed the word “reviews” in quotes because I don’t plan on doing reviews the way most people do. That would be normal - and why would I start acting normal all of a sudden? » Continue Reading
Last week I was at a client and experienced one of those “bite my tongue” moments.
As the wrap-up meeting ended, a late-fifties-aged woman waited for most of the others to drift out, then said to me, “I take it ‘Johnson’ is your husband’s name? I would think a woman of your generation and career-mindedness could at least hyphenate her own name rather than completely bow to the patriarchy…”
Well, that’s not exactly what she said, but it’s what my brain heard. » Continue Reading
I’m beginning to understand that “not spanking” isn’t necessarily the right or best thing when disciplining children. I’ve seen (heard, actually) friends of ours spank their children and do it in such a way that their kids feel loved and cared for and comforted. » Continue Reading
Help me, please!
I have a bunch of stories in progress and I can’t decide which one to focus on. Here is a synopsis of some of them. Please comment on which one you think I should finish next. I’ll follow whatever people seem to want. » Continue Reading
I received a wonderful comment from Jais. Instead of replying in the comments section, I decided to make it a new blog entry… » Continue Reading
I have a theory that no story is ever completely fictional nor is any story ever completely true. I can’t say that this is an original theory but it’s one that I have wrestled with quite a bit and one that is important to me.
Fictional stories contain elements of the author’s actual experience. You can’t really write something without drawing on your own knowledge and memory. Even if I write about three seventeen-legged titanium androids having sex using trans-dimensional gravity waves, I’m going to be influenced by what I know of pleasure and my experience of real-life sex. » Continue Reading
Previously posted at Literotica
Well, let’s hope my husband doesn’t read this particular entry. He rarely reads my blog and forum stuff but who knows.
I’ve decided to surprise him with a candy-striper fantasy. Once I’ve done it, I’m going to write a story about it. » Continue Reading
There is an even more basic reason why I don’t want a safeword: I didn’t have one growing up. » Continue Reading
One of the reasons that women in particular feel a need for a safeword is to create a balance of power. Most men are physically stronger than most women. Most men have more economic power than most women.
In a D/s or SM relationship, if the woman is the submissive, she needs her safeword in order to retain enough power to keep herself safe.
Well, I’m not most women. » Continue Reading
I love hearing back from people who read my stories. Some of the best emails are the ones from people who get laid (or sucked or whatever) because of a story.
So, you can imagine my delight when I received this email from “G”, talking about my story, Whore in the Living Room: » Continue Reading
Penis envy… Traditionally, it’s a symbolic thing. Women wish they were men and could have the power - especially the economic power - that men do.
But not for me. I have plenty of economic power.
No, for me “penis envy” is more literal. » Continue Reading
Some of the comments I’ve received on my stories have talked about the “need” for a safeword. Some of my stories definitely sound like they should only take place in a setting where a safeword is in place and I have had several people suggest that I should somehow hint at that in the story.
Well, there’s a problem. Unlike a lot of BDSMers, I don’t believe in an absolute “need” for a safeword. » Continue Reading
Most of my stories on this site (and on Literotica) are male-oriented. They’re not necessarily *about* men, but they’re told in a style that men tend to prefer. They’re loaded with details of the actual sex. Those stories get a lot of favorable reviews from men, but not much reaction from women.
It’s not too surprising, given that I have a lot more sexual experience with men (and their minds) than I do with women. Most of my story-telling experience comes from whispering in my husband’s ear at night, so I am used to telling stories that are designed to excite the male libido.
But I’d like to write more stories for women, and write better stories for women. I like turning women on and I like it when I get good feedback from women. » Continue Reading
I wish same-sex marriage were legal. I understand the desire of two men or two women to make their relationships official.
And there is another kind of marriage that I would dearly love to have: the triad. It’s not that *I* would want to marry a woman - *we*, my husband and I, would like to have the option of marrying a woman. » Continue Reading
Some time ago, a friend of ours (single, female, a couple of years older than me, short, “full-figured”, attractive in a cuddly kind of way, strawberry-blonde) misinterpreted something that happened among a group of mutual friends.
She wrongly inferred that I had been spreading rumors about her and sent me a very hurtful email telling me how bad a person I was. Since I knew she had her facts wrong, it shouldn’t have hurt me - but - she has a real talent for shoving daggers into a person’s weaknesses.
Her email hit me where it would hurt the most, despite the fact that I didn’t deserve it. It made me cry.
Later, I was angry. I did what I often do when a friend hurts me: I punished her - in a fantasy. » Continue Reading